The Bully Problem

So the problem is

That I suck in every way

Scratch that

The problem is

“Emotional dysregulation”

Oh blah blah blah

GAH

THE PROBLEM

is lack of vocabulary 

Or figurative usage

STOP

The problem is

One should not write poetry 

After a long work shift

And exhaustion 

Wait a minute

What now?

Maybe the problem is I am constantly  talking to myself in form of words on a page and the more I process life the more I get enraged 

That I didn’t have the tools or skills or back support to figure out some simple red flags until they struck me in the face and knocked me down flat

And I’m supposed to celebrate getting up off the cold hard floor

Instead of mourn that I didn’t know how to 

Avoid that?